Jaqghu ghall-lixka tieghi: niddetta lis-suppost esperti x'jikkonkludu erronjament u l-gideb sfaccat fir-rapporti tal-Qorti fl-2014
Falling to my bait: dictating to the supposed experts what to erroneously conclude and the blatant lies in the Court reports of 2014
The following are the last 3 pages of the Court report made by Psychiatrists David Cassar, Peter Muscat and Ethel Felice in 2014
English translation:
Experts considerations
Nicholas Grech has been suffering from problems of mental health since childhood. These symptoms increased along the years, leading him to suicidal attempts as well to commit crimes for which he was brought to Court 13 years ago. He has been detained at Mount Carmel Hospital for several years when he was then released on leave after being evaluated by the Tribunal for Revision of Mental Health. He has since 2002 been kept under cure.
It is relevant that the new crimes for which Nicholas Grech has been rearrested and sent to Court this year began in the times when Nicholas Grech stopped the psychiatric cure prescribed to him by his Consultant Psychiatric without his permission. Nicholas Grech kept not taking the cure despite that in each visit at Saint Luke and Mater Dei Hospitals he kept insisting that he was taking the cure.
The obsessional, magical bizarre and rigid that Nicholas Grech thinks with as well his bizarre behavior reflect condition of mental illness that falls under diagnoses of Schizotypal Disorder. This condition includes in it characteristics of the International Classification of Disease 10, that are described as follows, in English because of their description – (etc. the rest written in English)
Analysis: Let us analyse what "the supposed experts" have written bit by bit. The first paragraph starts by stating that I had mental health problems since childhood (note that the word used is ‘zghir’ child, not ‘zaghzugh’ young), yet they themselves end contradict this so great blatant lie at the end of the same paragraph by stating that I had “since 2002 been kept under cure.” As I was born in 1976, in 2002 I had 26 years, so if I was a child at the end of the 70s, at the turn of the millennium in 2002 was surely not a child at all and old enough to have completed tertiary education, having passed 4 years since graduating and had since been working in a full time job of responsibility. If I really had mental health problems since childhood, these would have been recorded at school, there must have been some psychiatrist who used to see me since child, and would have had the yellow card which entitled me for free medicines for mental illnesses, yet there is nothing of this at all prior to year 2002. The mentioned year 2002 not only uncovers this blatant lie of me having been mentally ill since childhood, but uncovers how despite Magistrate Carol Peralta had nominated Psychiatric David Cassar on my first appearance in Court on 15/6/01 in my first Court case, months passed and he only saw me for the first time on 18/2/02 just 2 weeks after the fiasco of Peralta himself when he threatened me with smashing me against the wall in that 4th court sitting in the court room on 4/2/02. If it is not enough, another blatant lie in this same first paragraph is that I had “been detained at Mount Carmel Hospital for several years”, referring to the years prior to my second arrest in year 2014, when in fact I was locked in hospital in those famous 37 days in 2002 to discredit me, etc. and exactly another 2 months when the sentence of my first court case (the appeal) was given in 2005, totaling to just 3 months and a week which are a far cry from the mentioned “several years” and as can be confirmed also by those 37 days which I only took as sick leave (and not because I was in anyway sick) in the 15 and a half years that I worked prior to my second arrest. Regarding the mention of several suicide attempts it must be that I have either more than one life to always end remaining alive and never end at least in one occasion hospitalized, a sort of miracle after miracle always finding the Virgin Mary ready at my disposal and the undertaker cursing his luck, or they must have been completely fake and they that idiots to not realize the obvious most obvious that I was taking them for a ride, as if I was narrating to a little child.
The second paragraph is even more interesting. Because if they are stating that I used to make my “Consultant Psychiatrist” Cassar himself, falsely believe not once or twice but in “each visit” at Hospital out-patients that I “was taking the cure,” he is implying he himself as being once again a complete idiot, a naïve, to end believing me, who used to lie on this matter (of taking the cure) so often to him, when after all this, told him that I had “stopped the psychiatric cure” and not in anyway realize or suspect that I might as well be lying once again to him as in fact I had never taken any cure from him since 2002 from the very start when he began seeing me. Just ask youself if you would believe one who lied to you say 99 times on a particular subject, and in case you do, and end concluding your court report erroneously on that 100th lie, you would end being the joke of the century if it is uncovered that you have fallen once again to his bait, and it is even more humiliating in case of Cassar to have fallen to the bait of one who he so maliciously discredited as being a mere disabled mental since childhood.
Regarding the third paraghraph, just ask yourself how illogical it is for one with “bizarre behavior” who has “obsessional, magical bizarre and rigid” thoughts to be able to cope in a full time job of responsibility with employees under his trust without ever taking any cure, and without ever taking a single day as sick leave, and never had any problems on his place of work, etc. What is actually "magical bizarre" in this country of Malta since ever corrupt is the fact that you expose black on white all these lies, contradictions, injustices with proofs and multiple evidence and no one seems to care, everyone swallows lies that easily and blindly without questions but find it so difficult to accept truth and evidence put in front of their own eyes and explained in minute detail. Now let's go for the next page of the same Court report.
... and the next and final page of the report.
English translation:
From these 9 criteria, for one to arrive for diagnoses of Schizotypa Disorder, one has to satisfy 4 out of 9. Nicholas Grech satisfies 8 out of these 9 criteria.
There is evidence that this condition is related to the condition of Schizophrenia as one of Schihzophrenic Spectrum Disorders.
Conclusion
From all the clinical facts that we have evaluated, we are in a position to conclude that Nicholas Grech is suffering from a condition of ‘Schizotypal Disorder’ that is related to the condition of schizophrenia and fall under ‘Schizophrenic Spectrum Disorders.’
We also add that in the time of the alleged crimes of which he is accused, the defendant was in a state of mental alteration whereby he lacked judgement and autocriticism. Also he wasn’t able to evaluate the consequences of his actions. As such he didn’t have ‘mens rea’ in the times of the commissions of the crimes.
David Cassar, Ethel Felice and Peter Muscat, the Expert Psychiatrists.
Analysis: Regarding those 9 criteria, satisfying just 4 would have according to this test qualified me as schizophrenic, yet they depicted me as satisfying 8 of them, as a complete disabled mental so severe in his mental illnesses that must have been so since birth and with all those symptoms would have ended unable to attend school and to have remained illiterate. Yet reality is that not only I completed tertiary education successfully, but had since worked without ever taking sick leave without any cure and without ever having any problems on my place of work, at home, etc. Lying so blatantly and intentionally it is for sure no coincidence that they avoided marking which were the 8 out of the 9 criteria which according to them I satisfied, and it would be for sure super interesting for these so fake experts to pinpoint to us which was that unique one which according to them I incredibly got right.
As regards the Conclusion, summing up all these so blatant lies it can instead be said that: As Psychiatry and Psychology are based on presumptions rather that facts it is something to be expected that often than not they end coming to the wrong conclusions. Being that uprofessional in their own profession they are supposed to be qualified and supposed with years of experience, they transformed Psychiatry into the art of blatant lying, of depicting someone totally opposite to reality, of stating lies as facts. And just ask yourself if you would lie to one who lies so blatantly on you, just follow his example, to one who has been lying on me since the first encounter in 2002 transforming those threats of Peralta amongst others as if they were my delusions, and after having been storing the pills since the beginning waiting for that chance to uncover everything one day, it was for me natural to give him / them the bait to intentionally make them arrive to erroneous conclusions in their court report.
The last page in another report, this time by the Criminologist / Psychologist Roberta Holland
English translation:
… disorder of personality of Schizoid and Avoidant and in a severe level manifests itself in tendencies clinically signifant similar to Schizotypal Disorder.
In relation to his cases it seems that he was obsessed on some “projects” and acted in a way where it seems that he did not consider extreme features and even his behavior was not conventional. Regarding criminal behavior, it does not seem that he had tendencies to commit crimes and to involve himself in crimes as a style of behavior. Despite this, it seems that he can come to this in times where his sense of judgement is limited and where in his perception he is not doing wrong. The decisions and behavior one takes in life depend on tendencies, characteristics and dispositions of the personality as well his conjunctive(?) ability. In the case of the accused, it seems that these characteristics were functioning in a pathological level and included difficulty in the conjunctive(?) ability. These determined the process of reasoning that served as a source and guide for his intention and behavior.
Its worth noting, that in the period when he was cooperating with the psychiatric cure and he was taking the medicine prescribed to him, although the characteristics and symptoms up here mentioned where present anyway, it doesn’t seem that these were of a level that caused damage or went beyond the legal limit, and he could function (behave?) better. In the time before he began with psychiatric cure and when he stopped it, it seems that his behavior went beyond the normal in a way that he ended harming himself, others and breaking the law.
Analysis: Worth noting are the bombastic words used like "tendencies clinically significant similar to", "conjunctive ablity " and "pathological level", words typically used by those presumptuous who want to impress with what they think is their out of this world intelligence but at the end of the day are unable to explain themselves in simple words the man in the street can understand. According to her I had "disorder of personality of Schizoid and Avoidant" with "extreme" and unconventional "behavior" but it must be that all this existed in her own imagination because in reality I worked, had a family, had friends and not only lived a completely normal life but lived a healthy lifestyle doing on average 2 hours of physical exercise, cycling in particular, a day, 7 times a week, amongst others. With the same reasoning it must be that she herself has Schizophrenia because it has symptoms of imagining things on me which were not real, or even worse, because it happened that she herself may have such illness ended considering others as sick like her. She may pride herself as being a "Registered warranted forensic and academic Psychologist", as a "Registered chartered Psychologist (Forensic) and Chartered Scientist" and proudly writes all those letters after her name (BA, MSc, etc.) and presumably thinks she has also the 6th sense of being able to read one's mind, just like a fortune teller thinks he can tell you your fortune when he himself can't even tell his very own, but at the end she has to admit that actually she is not even able to conceive if the one in front of her whom she is discrediting as a mere disabled mental, is actually taking her for a ride, is lying to her, is misguiding her without she even noticing, is dictating to her what to incredibly erroneously write in her last paragraph of the court report, and end concluding erroneously that my wrongdoings were a result of having stopped taking the cure when the cure I had not even ever started taking it apart that it was so insignificant that it could not have had any effect anyway (if only she checked facts beforehand, but you know in Psychiatry facts are put aside in preference to presumptions and blatant lies). At the end of the day she is like that village idiot with the intelligence of a parrot, not only swallowing and repeating lies without any suspicion but even writing them down in her conclusion as a proof of her non expertise, of how fake she is.
As an example consider the ancient Greek philosopher Phytagoras writing a full report trying to explain this or that only to end coming with the wrong conclusion (instead of discovering a2 + b2 = c2 he erroneously concludes say that a + a = a2). He would for sure not have been remembered for his famous mathematical theorem but for his stupidity, and would have been a classical example of what another Greek philospher humbly once said on himself "I know that I know nothing," or in simpler more clear words that "The only true wisdom is in knowing you know nothing." But for the presumptous she is, the opposite applies to her: "knows nothing but pretends to be the know-it-all expert." Its part of the complex world we live in where one who ends being poor and illiterate all his life ends up a master craftsman remembered for his genius and talent, while one that rich to spend money in Universities studying abroad as if to impress, ends being a cretin more than he/she originally was. It comes to my mind Charles Darwin's theory of evolution where nature took hundreds of thousand of years evolving each species surviving only the strongest, the fittest, yet developments in science have in less than a century allowed the weak and the cretins to survive outnumbering the strong and imposing their stupid theories and presumptions on us, to the point that it has become the norm to take pills for the slightest mishap and because they are sick pretend that everyone is sick like them, and unfortunately their own ignorance impedes them from realizing how ignorant they really are. To get an idea, just imagine yourself as being falsely depicted as suffering from Aids without even doing you any blood or urine tests and everyone ends considering you as some drug addict, as one who frequented prostitutes or was a homosexual or some sexual pervert. That would be already too severe, now labelling you falsely as mentally ill is even worse because you loose all your dignity, you become like a voice in the desert no one hears your cries and everyone takes you with a pinch of salt, and you find yourself unable to remove the mud so sticky they vilely covered you with.
The above is a screenshot of Roberta's Holland profile extracted from UOM where she shares her so unique out of this world wisdom and intelligence as a visiting lecturer, indoctrinating the future generation with her stupidities and presumptions. In Maltese we have a special derogatory term dedicated to women the type of Holland who despite flattering in having "graduated with a first degree in Psychology with Honours," she let herself being misguided by one whom she herself discredited as a mental to intentionally make her come to the wrong conclusion - it is the word "BASSET" or in English "SHE FARTED," and for sure in her case it must have left that so very terrible stinky smell.I am totally convinced she graduated with "Honours" either because she has that foreign surname and because she is a woman or else because being qualified is such a fake subject as Psychology / Psychiatry, the more fake you are must for sure be a very big asset. In the above screenshot she lists "Theology" as a subject she studied / graduated in - it must be that at some point in her life she was on the verge of becoming a "soru tal-klawsura" (a cloistered nun), only that her greed for money and the satisfaction of being praised for writing baseless reports full of blatant lies must have made her loose her vocation. May God have mercy of her sins for she is either a cretin by nature or, using her own words on me in her report, that "(her) sense of judgement is limited and where in (her) perception (she) is not doing wrong." She is a classic example of one who sees the speck that is in one's eye, but incredibly, does not notice the big log that is in her own eye (Matthew, Ch.7, Verse 3) - she really learnt nothing from Theology she prides herself to have studied. Her "cretin disorder" must have made her forget everything.